I 'think" I want to go on a diet

So I "think" I want to go on a diet. I know I should go on a diet, but should and want to are two totally different animals.
Reasons Why I should go on a diet.....
to be healthier
to live longer

Reasons why I think I might want to go on a diet...
to be "mo hotness"

really, I am so vain. Most days I think I am hot but I dream about how good looking I would be if I lost 100 pounds. (well and had surgery for the whole skin issue)

i wonder if i am the only chubby girl that worries she will look worse with saggy flaps than with chunky curves??