Saturday, April 18, 2009

Food Porn

Sounds soo dirty...

I love food. all types.
Love to cook it, play with, and even EAT IT
ok I wont lie, its really about eating.

I hate food. specially the kind that tastes the best.
it haunts me. and then it hangs around.
ON MY THIGHS.

I think if I ended my love/hate relationship with food, I could be thin.
I know it seems slightly weird but I think because I don't want to love food and I do, I obsess over it, abstain from it and then finally gorge on it.
To have a completely normal relationship with food in all of its many forms, I need to learn to just eat, not too much and most of the time the healthy stuff. And not gorge when I choose to have a treat such as ice cream ( today I ordered a small), not eat food unless it is absolutely satisfying i.e not just eating it because it is there and gasp THROW food away (hard for my frugal side to do).

oh ya and intentional exercise...EVERY DAY.

Thats the shiznit of what I have been practising this week.
and
i think it might be working because I am now down to...283 lbs.

My goals for this next week.
  1. take my before pictures
  2. weigh everyday
  3. take a picture and post everything that i eat

i am having to fight the urge to put about 20 more things on that list like: track calories for every meal, exercise for at least an hour every day, stick to a 1800 calorie "plan", make a meal plan...

check out some food porn

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