and I realized 2 things:
1. I could never work from home full time... way too many distractions.
2. I would be happier if I worked less days of the week.
If my PhD plan falls through I am going to find a contract position that will let me work 3 days a week because I miss my baby...and having time to do fun stuff...and be less busy.
PS. I am about to do something I thought I would never do....buy store bought cookies for the 2 year olds Valentines party at daycare tomorrow. because I am just too tired and have more work to do tonight.